Something from bottom of my heart...

You may think I'm too late to be back, but for me, it was never meant to leaving you but it was meant to be lessons that you supposed to learn.
Somehow those things never work instead teaching me to not give people second chance...
I was supposed to leave you for real...
Man are still man...
They never did learn anything from how woman's behave...
Now I left myself hurt...
No..
You're not the one who hurting me..
I did... I did to myself...
Just because I gave you the second chances...
I hope this year past sooner...
because next year I'll be far away from you and it's the only way for me to move on...
Maybe this is God wills...
Not wil just being far from family... also from you...
I appreciate myself.. from one and a half month been without you... and also being strong enough to not let my tears go... it was amazing... also killing... silently...